Facing A Worldwide Famine: Turning to God

Oh, Lord. You know what's happening. The UN says that we're facing a worldwide famine due to this pandemic. They don't believe you. They think that you are powerless, and your followers are weak. Yet when we turn to you, God, we can see the miracles that are happening on a daily basis.

We are in deep trouble, Lord. We've turned our backs on you, letting the evil permeate throughout our whole society. You've heard the cries of those whose lives have been forever changed by the evil ones. You are set to redeem them, Lord. You will make all things new. I read this in your word.

I do cry, Lord God for strength and healing. I pray that you will show yourself in a mighty way to those who denounce you. I don't know what my future will bring. Yet, I know that you will provide for me. You have done before, and I have confidence that you will do it again.

You tell us not to fear those who would steal material things, but fear God. May this season bring you glory, Lord as your mighty works shine for everyone to see. May I be a good vessel for your work, Lord.

Your love is stronger than the world's hate. Help me not to succumb to the hate that rears its ugly head at times like this. You have blessed us, yet we have shunned you. Please forgive us and show your great mercy on this land.

You have placed your hand on our President, Lord. I see that clearly. Strengthen him and humble him, Lord. I know that you are moving in this land, Lord. You, only you, will stop the evil ones that are threatening to destroy and remake the world in their own image. May the disease and disaster they planned for the world so they would be subject to their whims fall on their heads. May you supernaturally move to eradicate those who thwart your Plan, Lord.

We turn to you, Oh, God. You are our anchor and shield from the fiery darts of the enemy. Give your servants the tools they need to fight the powers of darkness and win people to your Light, Lord. I pray for the cattle, dairy and meat industries, Lord. There is a big problem in the food supply chain. You can turn back this virus, Lord and clean the processing plants so our food supply chain is restored. You can stop the tyrants from blocking the food chain process, and supply the world with food.

Oh, Lord...may the UN be so very wrong about this worldwide famine. May their agenda to take over the world turn into dust. You are sovereign, Lord. You can defeat them. We can't. It is not in our power. Please, Lord....defeat those who would destroy this world.

Rays of Hope in The World of Darkness

I spend last week away from the Internet and its endless doom and gloom. I breathed in the air, walked around the neighborhood and took in the scenes before me. I admittedly did dread coming back online on Monday. I inwardly cringed at the rapid acceptance of the state of the country. Masks and gloves were now the accepted attire. If you didn't wear them, you were considered a risk taker. I also heard that they may start forcing people to get the vaccine once this is all over. It is becoming increasingly difficult to get money out of the bank too. They are prepping everyone to ban cash, and accept electronic currency only.

Yet I do see some rays of hope. The disease is starting to flatten out, so hopefully soon there will be no more new cases. People are recovering from the disease. There has also been some adjustments while people get on board with doing things they wouldn't have done online, online. People have connected with others that they hadn't connected to before now. The bible is being preached, but unfortunately in some cases is being distorted.

Satan hasn't won. He knows that his time is short, so the pressure is on. The bible predicted this over three thousand years ago. We shouldn't be surprised by what's currently happening. Preparation is key. We have to put on the whole armor of God to defect the enemies of truth. Now is not the time to mourn over the loss of the churches. They are no longer the refuge that so many have depended on over the years. They have become corrupt shadows of a lifestyle that has been banished.

It is the people now that must move out of the established church, take their feeble faith and reach out to others. It is the people who need to come back to the roots of their faith, hold onto the truths of the bible and stand up against the enemy.

We are living in a world of darkness. They hate us. The rays of light that we shine on their wickedness pains them. They want nothing to do with us. They thought by closing the established churches that they would defeat us. They cheered to see the people panicking and cowering in fear. They feed on anxiety as the world economies collapse. They didn't expect rays of hope.

We can be those rays of hope. We don't have to live in this world of darkness any longer. People are waiting for us to show them the light that pierces the darkness. Oh, how I long for that day of brilliant light when Jesus comes back!

Looking For Hope in An Increasingly Socialistic Society

Over the past week or so the situation has gotten quite dire. All the businesses, even the essential ones are slowly but surely being regulated. It is quite easy. The state governments are calling the shots, enacting laws that threaten to take the country down. Some are letting the criminals free without consequences endangering the lives of all citizens. It is crazy to even think about the ramifications of all the restrictions and regulations that have been set in place.

I admittedly feel quite hopeless right now. The pandemic has given those who hate Christians free reign. Some are even going so low as to blame Christians for the pandemic! I am looking for hope in this increasingly socialistic society. It is very hard.

The news anymore sickens me. I can only take small doses of it. I try to keep informed of current events like my father always urged me to do. I have had some small success. Yet it is getting increasingly difficult to do so without losing hope. I know that God has me here for a reason. I keep seeing the faces of those who are disenfranchised so clearly. They are being fed lies and fear every single day.

None of us want these socialistic changes that are happening. We have no voice. They tell us that these regulations will help us, but I don't see that. Frankly and honestly sometimes I just wish it would all go back to the way it was before this horrible virus. The democratic government leaders and some republicans are using this to gut the country completely. They would love nothing more than to see us poverty stricken and dependent on government handouts.

Oh, Lord. I am trying to see past this mess. Every once and awhile I do catch a glimmer of hope. I see the good that the stimulus money will do, but at what cost? I question it all and wonder what to do. My heart is breaking, Lord for those who are being left in the dust as everyone embraces the electronic and digital way of doing everything. I mourn the loss of the churches the most. They are no longer the sanctuaries that refugees seek. Many have closed their doors out of fear and intimidation. Libraries are also closed. No more freedom for seek information that only comes from books.

Socialism is here. The state constitutions are in shreds and the people are now in bondage in their homes. They are all without hope, Lord. What can we do? We call on you, Lord to stop those who are tearing this country apart right now to suit their ultimate goal of worldwide control. There isn't much standing in their way, Lord. I look to you, Lord for hope to stave off the evil and restore the country before it sinks into oblivion.

Witness To An Apocalypse: Pandemic Set to Ruin Economy

Over the past two weeks I have been an eyewitness to an apocalypse which threatens to destroy economies around the world. The pandemic has ravaged countries leaving panic and anxiety in its wake. Fights over toilet paper and other basic necessities have ensued in many places. We are now being told that we need to "stay home" and not work. For many who can go online and work, this is crazy. It won't stick, but for some functions and many small businesses this dictator like order will.

I have been unemployed and underemployed for the past eight years. This shutdown of non-essential businesses has make it even more difficult for me and others like me. It almost seems as if the "powers that be" are really pushing for electronic currency. They want to get rid of physical currency because they can't control it. This pandemic and the economic crash will be the perfect opportunity to roll this out. Everyone will be forced to accept this electronic currency or forfeit life sustaining food and shelter.

I have to keep telling myself that this won't happen. Yet I see it with my own eyes. I see all the disenfranchised being ignored and pushed to the side. My heart aches and I feel helpless. I wonder why the Lord is allowing this to happen. It just doesn't seem right or fair.

I started another blog to chronicle my thoughts during this pandemic called "In The Midst of A Storm". It has helped me to focus on what the Lord says in his word. We are in a fight right now to preserve the rights of the disenfranchised. They deserve a voice, especially those who aren't as savvy with technology as the rest of us. As I witness this apocalypse I wonder what the world will be like when the pandemic dies down. Will we even recognize it?

There are forces that are tearing this country apart. They are trying to blame the Christians for this. They tell us that church is bad. They want us to fall and reject the Lord. They don't know us. They definitely don't understand the Christian bedrock of this country. They stir up trouble, but don't understand the consequences.

Sometimes I do think that maybe God allowed this pandemic to eradicate those who have blatantly defied him. I can't help thinking about the plaques that God sent Egypt.

In God's Presence: Anxiously Waiting His Return

The fear and despair of this world is palpable. I feel it in the air. Yet I know in my heart that fear has no place. God has got a hold of me. He is ever present and is my strong deliverer. Yes, the present world situation seems dire right now with the dreaded spread of this disease and the economic fall out. I admit that at times like this I do anxiously wait for his promised return for his children.

I can understand the anxiety the world is going through now. Many young people have lost their compass to life. They are being taught daily that God doesn't exist or that he won't punish them for the wrong they've done. Some people are also being taught that there will be no consequences for their bad actions. You could blame the generation before us for breaking a centuries old compact that was rooted in the Scriptures. Yet, I do see that a remnant is still here following that centuries old compact and teaching their young people.

As we anxiously wait for the Lord's return, we do have a mission to perform here. We have people that we need to witness to of God's grace and mercy. We also desperately need to tell them that God's mercy is not limitless, that eventually God's wrath will fall on those who remain unrepentant. I do think in the modern church we've gotten away from this emphasis too much. Yes, God is a God of Love. He does love the world and offers the free gift of salvation for all who believe in him. Yet God is also a God of wrath. He doesn't tolerate sin in any form...that is why Jesus had to die. He was and is the ultimate sacrifice for our sins. Once you understand...and I mean really understand this...then you can fully grasp what that sacrifice means for us today.

We are living in a very corrupt generation. Some would say that we're on the very cusp of the Lord's return. That should frighten and awe us. Yet I see some "so-called" Christians living on "the fence" scared to go one way or the other. I do have a feeling in my gut that it won't be too long before we have to choose to follow the One true God, Jesus Christ or suffer the consequences of eternal hell and damnation. God chooses his children to stand in his presence. He will give you the strength and endurance to stand against the fiery arrows that fly.

I don't know about you. I just know that I'd rather stand with God, then fall into the temporary oasis that Satan and his minions devise. I prepare my heart and my mind daily for the upcoming battles. I pray for all those around me that he will strengthen them as well.

In A Holding Pattern-Seeing the World in A Different Light

This week I have been in a sort of holding pattern. I've done some soul searching about where my life is heading. I know I don't want to go back to the unfeeling and selfish person I was when my parents were alive. I do still have a tendency to act in my own self interest. I also find it difficult to see things in a different light.

I guess that is the reason for the holding pattern. There are some things that I desire. There are some things that I need. Then there are the responsibilities that I have taken on that I've neglected lately. Some may say that I'm still grieving, that I really haven't gotten over the losses. Yes, in some ways I am still grieving, but it is definitely not as strong as it was a year ago.

The thing is that there are so many negative images that are pressing down right now. It makes it hard to move forward. My eyes have been open to seeing the world in a different light. The ugliness of it all stops me in my tracks. I can't seem to move past it.

I know the best thing for me to do is to continue to trust the Lord for all things. Yet so many times my faith wavers to the point where I start doubting the words I read in the Bible. I do have to stop listening to the voices that tell me that I'm doomed or lead me astray from the Lord. It isn't easy.

There are some days when I do feel that the Lord couldn't possibly want me. I feel inadequate and unable to do the tasks set before me. The holding pattern bars me from feeling anything. Yet I have to hope that some day soon everything will make sense, and I'll get out of this holding pattern. That day can't come soon enough.

I see the human desire to grab at the pretty packages only to discover they have turned to dust. The Lord knows I do long to make a difference in someone's life. The feeling that washes over me when I realize that I actually helped someone else is priceless. I do see the world in a different light now that I'm an orphan. I'm learning that I don't have to be alone. If I can share God's love with someone else knowing that they will spread that love to others, well that too is priceless.

The day will come when I will meet Jesus face to face. Right now the thought terrifies and excites me at the same time. It terrifies me because I know that I can't stand and face him by myself. It excites me because I know that I don't have to, that there will be others standing beside him. I know that by myself I falter and fall. When I'm lifted up though surrounded by my fellow believers, I can stand and face Jesus. They will be my testimony of my faithfulness and witness of my devotion to Jesus.

I do look forward to that day. Jesus knows and loves me. He understands my need to be surrounded by those who love me. Then I will definitely see the world in a different light.

Celebrating Life in the midst of a Dark World

Saturday I celebrated the first year of life for a close relative of mine. I marveled at his smile and enjoyed the feeling of his hands in mine. When I look at him I realize that there is hope and future for this dark world. I do pray from him and his big sister. I know that some of the things that we experienced when we were young, they will never know.

I think about the deep roots that my parents instilled in me and my siblings. I know that some of those roots have rubbed off on this younger generation. It is a good feeling to know that this close relative's parents have absorbed the lessons their parents have taught them. You may argue that the influences that their parents had was minimal. You may say that the roots have been torn asunder by the societal influences. I disagree. The words spoken by pastors and teachers over the years have created that deep rooted faith. It is the words that sink in deep. They do have a great impact for good or for evil.

Someday those same words will have a great impact on this life as well. These words of Jesus bring light to the darkness. You can't snuff them out. You can't demean them. They are life.

I celebrate life in the world around me. The darkness of this fallen world will attempt to steal my joy and rob me of my happiness. Yet when I look at the priceless moments that a tiny toddler can bring I realize that I don't have to wallow in the darkness. I can celebrate the life he has given to each one of us.

Soon enough our life will be over. When I think about my legacy, I realize that the only legacy that I want is to be known as a follower of Christ. It isn't easy. Some days it is really hard to believe and follow the One who gave me life. I do. I know that whenever I start to go my own way that I falter and fall. I need his guidance.

I cling to the promises God made in his word. He promises eternal life for all who believe. Yes, I know what you are thinking. "How can that be?" "Doesn't everyone die?" Jesus died to save us and bring us to the Lord God. In John 3:16 we read that "God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whosoever believed in him should not perish, but have eternal life." In this dark world we only see death and darkness. We can't see the light. Yet we know that there is another world, a heaven above us where there is no darkness at all.

Through Jesus' death and resurrection we are renewed in him. We live through him. Yes, everyone does die, but afterwards we are resurrected to life or to damnation. Once we accept Jesus as our Savior we too can celebrate life in the midst of a dark world.