Starting to Look Up Instead of Down

Yup....I am feeling a little better now than I felt last week. I heard from two musicians that seem promising. I also have almost enough ads for the ad book that I am currently working on for Collingdale History/Patriots Day.

I am only a little bit nervous about the job interview tomorrow. It's for a part time attendance aide position. I only need to keep telling myself that I'll get the job and remain confident. I definitely need it since I got yet another rejection letter for a position that I interviewed for last month. I know my Dad definitely is rooting for me to get it. He knows more than anyone how I'm still struggling to pay my bills.

I know that there is still a long road ahead of me. I also know that I have to keep looking up instead of down. There are so many things I want to do. There are so many things that need to be done to bring small communities back. I can't do it alone. I need to reach out to people and ask them to help me with this vision.

I continue my freelancing work. It gives me a little income and helps businesses get contant for their sites. I just wish I could expand my freelancing and make it more profitable. I wish for steady income. A pipe dream, some would say. I don't know.

I look up. I see God. I know that he is with me. He will always be with me.