Still Trying To Process The Radical Changes in My Life

The last time I wrote in this blog I was lamenting the fact that my temporary assignment was over before I had a chance to finish it. The temporary agency called me not long after I wrote the blog to tell me that the organization still needed me. I was really grateful even though my cell phone was sacrificed after being soaked through with the rain. I was extremely fortunate that I still had my Dad's old cell phone. The phone company was able to transfer my number to his phone. Those two days that I was without a phone were brutal.

I'm working at this temporary job until the end of the month when hopefully I'll have something else lined up. I really do need sustainable work to make any radical changes and feel good about them. I am still trying to process some changes that happened over the past week. The pain is still too raw to process it online. There is a feeling of being so overwhelmed by it all.

I lean on the Lord. I know that he has my best interest at heart. I am learning daily to trust him in everything. These changes are scary. I admit that freely. Some days I do wish I could just get away from it all. Right now though I need to stay the course. I can't give up or give in to the fears and doubts that threaten to unsettle me. I can have peace.