Going Through Another Rough Patch

The organization I was hoping to work for didn't get back to me. Apparently I'm too desperate. I'm feeling really low right now. I just don't know what to do. This is very difficult for me to deal with and move on. Is the Lord hearing me? Does he know how much I need a job?

Am I still being too picky not wanting to expose my SS number online? A lot of the retailers require this anymore...sigh. Am I being too choosy about where to find a job? I don't know. Lord knows I want and need to work. Yes, I am desperate. It won't be that much longer until my funds are completely wiped out.

I know that there are so many others that are in worse shape than I am. I don't know what to do for them. I feel sick when I think about the future. I can't focus on what's going to happen tomorrow. I can only focus on today's needs. I am again giving it all to the Lord. He knows my needs. He knows my desires and longings. He loves me even when I don't feel it.

I am amazed when I think about all that he is doing for me. Yes, I'm in a very rough patch right now in my life. I don't know where my next footstep will be. All I can be certain of is that God is still providing for me. He brings people to me and loves me with an unconditional love.

I do need meaningful work that will support me and my family. I know that somehow the Lord will provide that work and the monetary needs. I have to believe that I will find that job soon and that this rough patch will break up.

Please be near me, Lord. Help me to find that elusive job and the support I need now for me and my family. I don't know if I can handle anymore of this "floating" and "struggling" to work something out. I need you, Lord.