Yeah, it's been that kind of week. I'm feeling a bit sick about the decision the zoning board made in regards to the potential WAWA in my hometown. Yet...there is some hope since they put nine conditions on the approval. It isn't over...not by a long shot. The agony of not knowing what WAWA will do is hard to take, but it is good to be prepared.
On the other hand, I'm elated because the group that is buying the St. Joseph's property plans to restore and renovate the buildings. It makes me happy to know this, especially since the borough stands to get some revenue out of the deal too.
I'm dealing with my own crisis. You know that I've been saying for awhile now that my finances are going south. Well...they have hit rock bottom now. It is my fault that I let it get this way. I know that. I also know that I do tend to get distracted by things. I get excited when I see progress with the society and start dreaming about the museum. Then it hits me that I have no resources to make that dream come true. I agonize over how I'm going to get out of this financial pit I'm in.
I do realize that my current situation is the same as the government's....We both are hedging our bets and hoping that things will turn around. I do have to believe that God won't allow things to get so bad. Otherwise what's the point in living? There is a lesson here to be learned. I know that borrowing without having the means to pay it back is wrong. The government is good at this though...as they borrow heavily mortgaging futures for present gains.
What can I do? I long to be free of the shackles of indebtedness forever. I don't like living in this fear of homelessness and poverty. Yet so many of us are already there.
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