Hi, before you get into a tizzy about this title...I caught your attention, didn't I? It has been a very tough week for me. It doesn't help when someone thinking they are doing this huge favor actually makes things worse. I know she had the best of intentions with her monetary gift but it has caused major issues in my family.
I'm about ready to strangle someone for putting this much pressure on me. She just doesn't realize the harm that she's causing with her insinuations that I'm not pushing enough to find employment. It's bad enough when someone I live with every day accuses me of not doing enough, but it really hurts when someone who really doesn't understand the situation puts their "two cents" in. The person I'm living with will never understand the pressure and is always complaining about her circumstances.
Do you really think that I'm just sitting here doing nothing?.....Ugh! I talk to others outside the family and they seem to get it. It's amazing when I get the opportunity to vent about my current circumstances how much better I feel. Yet then I realize that I shouldn't be airing my dirty laundry to strangers. Oh well....sometimes you just have to let go.
I'm thankful for the ability to talk to Jesus and air out what's bothering me. I'm grateful for his guidance in my life even when I start to feel like I want to strangle someone. I realize that in my own power and strength that I would not be able to extinguish this feeling. Jesus does give me the ability to control the anger and frustration I'm feeling now at those who are now irritating me. I can love them through him. Without him, there is no love.
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