Scrambling to Find Some Relief and Getting Low on Resources and Time

All of you who have been reading my blog know that time is running short for me. I don't know when time will end. I don't know why all of this is happening. I don't know what my next steps are. All I do know is that my financial situation is now critical. Almost like the world's situation....no one really knows when it will happen. All of us are still hoping for some sort of miracle.

We hang on to the Lord's promises, even when the sky is dark. I admittedly am scrambling to find some relief from the pressure I am feeling. It isn't pretty when you know that if you don't have sustainable revenue in the next month or so, you may have to succumb to government forces. Believe me when I tell you...no one, at least in my generation, actively seeks government intervention in helping them survive. Most of us really only take government help as our last resort.

Admittedly two-thirds of the population already have some sort of government assistance. This comes mostly in the form of healthcare since the price of even basic care has gone "through the roof" in cost. Most have no choice but to accept this type of government handout. They don't understand though what they are giving up. The government now controls your life.

I am getting low on resources that I can tap to steer away from this government control. I am following the Lord's lead though to keep out as long as I can. It isn't easy. I have to be careful and cautious, knowing that the Lord has kept me so far from oppressive government control.

I find myself asking the question: Will I be prepared when the economic crisis hits? Will any one of us be prepared for what the world will look like when it happens or will the Lord turn the economic tide back and save us from disaster?

How do I prepare for dissolution and despair or is that Satan talking? My Lord, you know the times and the seasons....help me prepare for your soon return and help all of us lean on you.