The bridge above is finally being fixed so cars can go through...but I kind of liked it when they were barred. It is so peaceful there...or at least it
was.
I spend my quiet time with God there. I read the bible and listen to the quiet. When I look at these pictures, I'm reminded that I have to stand still and not let things get to me. I need to take one day at a time.
Walking in the autumn woods settles me. I realize that whatever is bothering me now will soon fade away. My eyes rejoice to see the reds, yellows, oranges, brown and green of the trees. I am blessed. Yes, I'm still in a somewhat precarious situation without a steady income. Yes, I've had people question me about my choices and why I've been in this particular situation for so long.
It's only when I take the time to sit quietly and reflect on all the Lord is doing for me that I realize that I'm in the place he wants me to be in now. I can't change the fact that I'm considered unemployable to some....of course they are wrong. I've learned so much that at times I've been overwhelmed by it all.
Everyone, at one time or another, comes to a place where they have to think about what legacy they will leave behind them. This time for me has been just that. I've reflected much about what I'm doing and how I'm reflecting God's love to others. What will they think of me? Will they bless the time they had with me? Will my actions and words bring people to Christ or turn them away?
In looking for gainful employment and/or a steady stream of revenue, I've had to ask myself some hard questions. Would I be willing to condone and/or encourage someone to keep sinning just to have a steady position? How would my image be affected if I compromised my ideals to get a job? It's tough. You do want to project a positive image to the people around you....but at the same time you don't want to compromise on your beliefs either.
I cherish my quiet time with God.
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