Feeling like a Time Warrior fighting against time and space

Strange title...right...but true. Yesterday the hospital sent me another outrageous bill for services they didn't perform. When I called them up, they told me that they were right. What I wouldn't give to turn back time, stop my next door neighbor from taking me to the emergency room and let myself bleed! If I had known then, what I know now....I would have run to the store, got bandages and left it alone. I know what you're thinking....boy, would that have been foolish!.....I know I did the right thing, but am still angry because I had no recourse but to go...then they literally "soaked" me....ruining my credit and any chance of getting employment...THANK YOU!!!!

I do feel that I'm standing on a ledge staring out into space waiting for the end. Yes, I know there's a reason why I'm going through this fiery trial. I know that it has really opened my eyes to the massive corruption and greed hospitals and doctors operate in. Yes, I know that there are good hospitals and doctors out there that won't charge you exorbitant fees for little service. I don't know where they are.

I know there is a light in this tunnel. I trust God that he will see me through it. Yet it's very hard now looking down at this abyss wondering what will happen next. I long for security, a good paying job and stability. The Lord knows this, yet he's opening my eyes to others who are even now going under because of the rotten healthcare system that causes people to go homeless so they can get free healthcare! I shake my head in amazement at the audacity of such people! Blood is on their heads for taking people's livelihood to pander to their own needs! The Lord sees your greed and callousness, and you will be destroyed.