Two weeks ago now, I saw my last regular paycheck. Some have probably already guessed my current status. I knew a good part of it was that I was unwilling to continue to float from one place to another. Dealing with one company is work enough for me. Right now I'm just trying to pick up the pieces of my life and move forward. It's hard. A lot of my life did revolve around my job. I didn't live, eat and breathe it, but I came very close at one time.
I'm now at what some would call a waiting mode. I wait for someone to get back to me. I continue my research and I pray for my sanity. Some days time seems like an anvil. I know plenty of others are in the same situation. They want to work. They ache for some purpose to take away this feeling of dread that envelopes them when they think about the future. Yes, I admit I'm scared. Who wouldn't be?
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