I got a rueful reminder today of what it means to be thankful for what you have. Once I realized what was happening, I had to step back and reassess everything. It's funny but not so funny when you realize that the world in which you settled in has suddenly changed. The only thing that keeps you going is knowing that there are people around you that are going through the same upheaval.
There are, I have to tell myself at times like these, bountiful blessings all around me. There are many things to be thankful for and rejoice in the Lord for...like having a roof over my head, food on my table and family that loves and supports me. I know I was a little rough with my last blog, but admittedly who hasn't felt that way about receptions. I want to, however, say that my niece is happily married to the man she loves and I don't think anything will change.
My heart still aches. I still struggle with circumstances that seem to loom in front of me. I know that some people think I'm too sensitive, or I should have a thicker skin. I can't. Instead I will continue to rely on the Lord for he is in control. I will tell myself that I can't let it get to me. I have to remain positive even when it seems as if the negative will overrun and overtake me. I won't lie. It isn't easy. It is hard. You want to scream, but you hold it in.
Yet, I can praise God even though this rough patch on the road of life. I can thank God for bringing people into my life, and I can pray for those that need it. Lord, thank you for allowing me to be your witness and for the bountiful blessings you bestow on me from day to day.
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