Often I wonder about what it would be like not to have to worry all the time about the things I can't do anything about at all. It's funny how often things seem to grow all out of proportion. You think that you can control it. Yet you can't. Once you let go, it all falls into place. I have been thinking lately about how I'm spending my time. I try to box it, but it doesn't seem to stay in one place. I try to regulate it...portion it out so that each second has some meaning or purpose. It doesn't work. I try to pretend that it's not passing or that my puny efforts will make it stop. I then recall a story I read in the bible about the sun standing still for six hours. I have to stand back then and realize that God has a plan for me and my life. So I have to stop worrying. That's easier said than done....and goes back to the first sentence of this blog.
Can you picture what it would be like? I imagine God smiling at me, encouraging me to let go and let him rule in my life.
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