This week hasn't been as bad as the other weeks. I guess I'm getting used to being on welfare. I have been on another interview last week, so maybe something will break soon. I know I don't want to continue on this downward path any longer.
I am also realizing that I am going to have to be more persistant about my needs. I know that I'm going to have to do some "cold calling" as well. I do appreciate everything that is happening with the celebration that I'm working on with a group of other people. I just wish that someone would see my work and want to hire me.
Am I being pushy? I sometimes feel that way. I definitely feel like I am pushing way out of my comfort zone. It is difficult to concentrate on the good stuff when I feel this uncomfortable.
Yet if I don't...then who will? Lord, I acknowledge that you are Lord of All. I put my life in your hands. Help me to know when to push and when to back away. Give me wisdom and strength to face the days ahead. Help me to find the right job for me.
You are good to me, Lord. You bring good things to my life. You hold me in your hands. I will concentrate on the good, instead of worrying about the evil. I know that you have a great plan for my life. I am your servant. Forgive my doubts and fears.
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