Wednesday, February 7, 2018

An Horrible Week and Settling In for the Worst

When I last wrote this blog I was facing a family crisis. My sister and brother-in-law ganged up on me a couple of times threatening me with expulsion for not doing what they asked me to do. They couldn't understand my reluctance and fears. They still don't. It is irritating that they are making this out to be something that anyone can do. They just don't understand the risks.

I do want to talk to the doctor and get as much information as I can. I do believe that I was rushed to make a decision that could have severe repercussions. It has been a horrible week. I've only been able to manage things the past couple of days.

I'm settling in for the worst. I know that I need a clear head for everything that I'm going to be dealing with right now. In one way I am glad that they decided to take on the dreaded task. I do wonder however how long they can last or what happens when my loved one takes a turn for the worse. Will they still be there to pick up the pieces? The risk does increase each passing day, even though my loved one appears to be better.

Tonight was a little test. They passed, but what about the next time? I still feel very uncomfortable about the whole situation.

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