Trying to remain positive in a negative world

When you're facing difficult circumstances, it'v very hard to remain positive. You want to throw up your hands and give up. You don't because what you're doing is too important. You can't let the negative people drag you down to their world. I know. I'm facing an insurmountable task with the event that I've planned for September. How do I get people excited enough about it? I don't know.

There are times when I just feel like giving up literally. Why am I pressing this? Why do I care? Maybe it's because I don't want to see it all disappear. I know that I'm not the right person. I feel very inadequate for the job....especially now in the midst of all these barriers.

Will they leave me all alone to do this task? Oh, Lord....help me to do your will and not my own. I really want to help get this community out of its slump. I know there are others that feel the same way. Open my eyes to see them.