Feeling like I'm out of time and options

I've been really struggling for over a week, feeling sick and weary of everything. I think that whatever is going around has settled in for a long stay. I want to feel better about myself. Some days though I struggle to even get out of bed. I have no motivation. Yes, I know what it sounds like...depression. Yet there are some peaks of light in this dark tunnel. I can see them in the horizon. Right now I feel like I'm out of time. I don't mean to say that I've heard some bad news or that I have a premonition about not being here any longer. I just mean that with all the too fast technology swirling around ever faster, I feel like I've left behind in the dust struggling to make sense of it all. What are my options?

I know I've felt this urgency lately to leave a legacy behind. I don't know what yet....but have been thinking a lot about the impressions I leave with people and on social media. I worked steadily over this past year to reinvent myself in some way.

How do I reinvent myself when I'm feeling overly weary and sick? First and foremost in your mind is the thought that this too will pass. I'm hoping that it passes soon. Then you weigh your options....do I want to stay home and sleep or continue pushing myself. I know that I have been pushing myself too much, and it is probably part of the reason why I'm struggling now to get well. It's hard though not to push.