Leaning on the edge-the view from below

Yes, I'm now officially out on my own leaning on the edge. It was definitely a defining moment when my resources ran out. Yet I don't feel as panicked as maybe I should be. I know it's because God is in control. The view from below can be a bit scary. I'm not thinking only about myself. I'm thinking about all those who depend on me as well. You play the waiting game and wonder where you'll be soon. You don't want to be controlled by the government, yet you now understand that you had no choice. I was reminded again of Nazi Germany when I read a post on Facebook about one woman's experience under their regime. I was amazed that it wasn't as what we've been taught. The people actually embraced the regime. It wasn't their life that would affected. It was "them"...the scapegoats for all the world's ills.

I continue to press forward, praying as I go for the right fit and hoping that I'll remain free. Yes, I am thankful that for now we do have freedom of speech....in some ways. We can still preach the gospel, but I know that there is a time coming that this won't be possible any more. So I can be thankful for this forum, for the Internet and for the people that contribute so much to it.