Yes, I am grateful. I am still alive, still healthy even as I go through this emotional roller coaster of a life. It's funny you never really see things for what they are until you see them through someone else. We're all blinded by things that don't really matter in the grand scheme. I have tried to rationalize my feelings, but they are so subjective and apt to steer me wrong. I know I've been stressed out wondering why God has placed me in the situation I'm now in. Some of you know what I'm going through with my current lack of employment. Yet I believe it is more than that. I can't pin it down right now, but can only say that if anyone had ever seen "Future Shock" either at school or somewhere else....then they would feel the same way. The feeling that there is no permanence in the world is what rapid change does to the world.
I do have hope though. The Lord sustains me and in his word is the permanence I long for in my life.
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