Trying to fit in and not succeeding...or Try, Try, Try...again

I have been having one of those really busy weeks. You know the ones....You go to a dozen different meetings and by the time you're finished you don't know where you are. You listen carefully. You think that if you are smart enough and organized enough that maybe you'll fit in.

Sometimes you just don't. Sometimes you're just not meant to fit in. Sometimes you just don't want it badly enough. As most of you who know me know, I am in the beginning stages of starting my own business. I decided this year that I wasn't going to get back to that secure place I had. I needed to take my life in another direction. I needed to focus on what God placed in my heart for these teenagers. I needed to find a way to help them make the connections that they need to make and at the same time help the historical societies in the area as well.

I haven't been succeeding too well yet. I have a lot of barriers to overcome. One of the biggest is the lack of funds. I have none. This is the stark reality which I have to deal with and move past to find those revenue streams. I know now that they are out there ripe for the picking. My short term goal is to find those revenue streams while trying to fit into the educational scene. It's only by going towards this avenue will I begin to see results and hopefully find the funding I need to start the local history club.