I remember when I first started this blog back in 2009. I had a simple premise. I would write about time. Funny how it kind of morphed into something completely different, yet I know that life is like that. You think that things will always remain the same, that your parents will always be there but then something happens. All of the sudden you realize that time has whizzed right by you, and you are left with next to nothing. Isn't that how it goes? No.
I'm amazed that God could love me. I fight daily against the forces of time and destiny. Why? I am a fool, and the Lord knows it. He loves me, even though I fail him daily as I fight against forces that threaten to tear me apart. I'm only beginning to understand the core of his deep love....It's not material stuff that we accumulate, nor is it the myriad of friends that come with that stuff. It's something bigger and deeper than that. Why can't I trust him? That is the essence of the struggle I see now. The more I fight against the lost of control, the more I lose. So why do I struggle? Some would say it's because I am human....and to be human is to struggle.
Yet, I can't get past what I read in God's word about laying it all at his feet. So I do. I have to. He is my Rock and my deliverer. In him will I trust, because all around me is sinking sand....
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