Funny when you think about all the times you promised to do this or do that and it never came to pass. You try in your own way not to stress yourself out. Maybe this is why sometimes you feel like screaming. You know you boxed yourself into a corner. You want to please everyone, even though you know you can't. It is scary. You pray that everything will go according to plan. You didn't want to wait in that train station for five hours.
Oh, Lord...it is hard to trust you. It is the best thing to do. If you don't trust God, then life has no meaning for you. You wallow in your own self pity, denying existence. Foolish! When will you see who is in front of you waiting for you to stop kidding yourself! You exist because God placed you here. In you is the promises that time brings to fruition. So buck up, pray without ceasing and trust God that he will do what he promises to do.
Why can't I let go and let God? Why do I struggle so within the confines of time and space? I want to bend it and mold it to my specifications. Fool! Don't you know that only God has that control? Satan and his minions will try, but will not succeed. Praise God for that!
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