Still Thinking about the future

You know when you hear all around you of the sad tidings, you get the feeling that the future is going to be pretty grim. Then you hear some beautiful organ music, and you can tell yourself that there is still some good in the world. Today I had the chance to observe some people in action. I told them and myself that I was only observing. Some day though I know I will have to step out, make some painful choices and go where the Lord wants me to go.

I can sense the struggle and itch to help. I know I must curb my tongue. It's hard. I caught myself speaking when I should have remained silent. Yet, how do you know when to speak up? I was nervous. I felt a little lost. I thought about my future. I thought about what I observed. I was glad to be an earpiece or sounding board. I definitely want to help. I just not sure how.