A New rebirth of an old hurt

It's funny when you try to analyze why it feels as if you are making no headway with your boss. On Friday, he descended on my site and proceeded to tear into me. He's trying, I'm guessing, to impress his new boss. Yet I can't help thinking that he's alienating everyone by his approach. I know that some of you have probably experienced this feeling as well. It's not a good feeling knowing that your boss doesn't seem to trust you to do anything for him. I try not to let his attitude towards me wreck the relationship I have with others. Yet, I feel like I'm being pulled in different directions with no real sense of belonging anywhere.

I learned that I still need to fight the good fight for the others around me. I know what he will say. I've heard it before. I know the risks as well. I'm sure that many of you have also come to that crossroad, where you must make a decision that will color your career and your life from that time forward. Yes, I am scared. It is like a rebirth of an old hurt....a hurt that opened up again when I heard the news about one of the friends I made. I question. Am I any better than she is? No. I know this. I know that the only reason I'm still where I am is that God willed me to be there...and nothing else. If God didn't want me there, he would make a way for me somewhere else.