I get so frustrated at times. It seems as if I'm not meant to go on vacation. Just today, someone complained that I put in time before she did. Then she proceeded to plead for the time off! I felt like telling her off, but that's not the Christian thing to do. It's so hard to satisfy everyone. Can't they see what they're doing to me? I wish I could clone myself, and then be able to work and take vacation at the same time. Some people do that. They get all wrapped up in their work that they forget everything else. I can't be like that. I need that time off. I deserve it. At least this is what I keep telling myself as the roadblocks keep piling up in front of me. I can't help it if someone calls out sick....but I can pray that it doesn't happen. Then there are those that feel that they're privileged or something....so they can say that they'll take off at the drop of a hat. It makes me very angry. Why does everyone assume that they can take advantage of me?
I am, I guess, too willing to help. I have to put my foot down. That's it. I can't let everyone walk all over me. It's not being a true leader, is it? No, my employees have to learn some respect, and realize that I can only do so much. It's times like this that I wish for something better, yet I am still learning to have a servant's heart.
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